IT'S COMPLICATED

YES,I'M CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH A GIRL...BUT IT'S COMPLICATED.

YES,I MAY NOT UNDERSTAND THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE,BUT I DONT MIND IF I DIE TRYING..

YES,YOU'RE A DIFFICULT GIRL FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND..BUT I'M DOING MY BEST..

YES,IT'S COMPLICATED..

YES,I'M KINDA IN A RELATIONSHIP..

YES,I'M ALREADY TAKEN..

YES,I'M SEPARATED WITH HER..

AND YES,

IT'S COMPLICATED...

PRIVACY

I DON'T WANT ANY OF THESE ATTENTIONS...

I HATED THE WAY YOU GUYS LOOK AT ME...

I DON'T NEED THESE SPOTLIGHTS TO SHOW WHO I AM..

FURTHERMORE,

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT THAT'S HAPPENING IN MY LIFE..

AND SOMETIMES,

I REALLY DO WISH THAT I CAN BE INVISIBLE..

AVOIDING DISTURBING GLANCES AND UNWANTED ATTENTION..

THIS IS WHO I AM...

SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT..

THEN GET OVER WITH IT..

I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT AS WELL..

IN THE MEANTIME,

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS AN EASY LITTLE THING CALLED 'PRIVACY'..

AN EXTENSIVE PERIOD WHEN I CAN BE..ME..

SORRY HATERS..

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR VALUABLE TIME SPENT ON THIS TOTAL STRANGER..

YOUR EFFORTS ARE DEEPLY APPRECIATED..XD.

PUBLICITY STUNT

SO YESTERDAY WAS MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..YES,EXCEPT FOR ME,ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND COURSE-MATES WERE ENJOYING THEIR DINNER OUT OF THE UNI.WHY?I GOTTA HELP MY ROOMMATE,(WHO WAS HAVING HIS EXAM AT THE VERY NIGHT OF MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..POOR THING..)...TO SELL THE TICKETS OF THE COLLEGE'S OFFICIAL LANTERN FEST.ALRIGHT,SO ME AND MY FRIEND..WHO'S ALSO FROM THE SAME PUBLICITY TEAM WITH MY ROOMMATE...SET UP THE TICKET COUNTER AT THE COMMON ROOM.UNFORTUNATELY,THERE WAS PRACTICALLY NO ONE TO COME AND PURCHASE THE TICKETS.LOOLZ.ONE OF THE SENIORS CAME AND SAID TO US:'YOU CAN'T EXPECT ANYONE TO BUY THE TICKETS BY JUST SITTING THERE IN A RELAXING GESTURE...YOU GOTTA MOVE!!!DO SOMETHING!!!..'.SO,MY PUBLICITY FRIEND..WHO WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO PLUCK UP HIS COURAGE,HEADED AROUND THE BUILDING TO PROMOTE THE EVENT.BEING A TEMPORARY SUBSTITUTIONAL HELPER MYSELF(I'M FROM THE EVEN PROTOCOL TEAM..NOT PUBLICITY..ZZZZ),I CAN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL DEJECTED OF MYSELF FOR NOT DOING ANYTHING HELPFUL.YOU SEE,BOTH MY FRIEND AND ROOMMATE..THEY ARE GOOD PEOPLE WITH ONE HELLUVA SPEAKING/PROMOTING TECHNIQUE...ONE OF THE QUALITIES THAT YOU CAN'T FIND IN ME.IT'S SOMETHING I FOUND TO BE COOL THAT SOMEONE IS SO TALENTED IN THEIR COMMUNICATION SKILL..AND YERPZ,MY FRIEND ENDED UP SELLING A TOTAL OF FOUR TICKETS..WHILE ME..ZERO..XD.I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THAT WEAK IN EXPRESSING MYSELF..SINCE I WAS YOUNG,I WASN'T GOOD IN SPOKEN WORDS AT ALL..YES,I BLOG AND WRITE AND E.T.C....BUT I CAN'T SPEAK IN A SOCIALLY-NORMAL MANNER..AND IT REALLY IS THE PROFESSIONAL SKILLS OF THESE PUBLICITY GUYS THAT BLEW ME AWAY...THEY ARE SO GOOD WITH THEIR WORDPLAY...I'LL BE SPEECHLESS IF I'M THE CUSTOMER...XD.

EXPECTATIONS VS. REALITY

THIS POST IS A SPECIAL DEDICATION TO MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE ROMANTIC MOVIE...(500) DAYS OF SUMMER.

YOU SEE,HERE'S THE FACT...WHEN A GUY IS SO MADLY,DEEPLY AND TRUELY IN LOVE WITH HIS OTHER HALF,HE'LL DO ANYTHING..BOTH IRRATIONAL AND RECKLESS.YES,I'M A GUY..THANK YOU..XD.WELL,ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT THIS IS A NATURAL PHENOMENON...THE LAW OF THE ATTRACTION FORCE.THE ONLY PROBLEM SEEMS TO BE THAT WHETHER YOU'RE LIVING UP TO YOUR OWN EXPECTATIONS..OR HERS??..XD.LET'S JUST PUT IT THIS WAY,WHEN A GUY IS DOING ALL THE BEST HE CAN TO STEAL THE HEART OF THE GAL,HE'LL EVENTUALLY THROWN HIMSELF INTO THIS ILLUSIONARY FANTASY..JUST LIKE A TYPICAL TEENAGE GAL IN LOVE,HE'LL BELIEVE IN ALL SORTS OF 'TRUE LOVE' BULLSHITS WITHOUT EVEN TO REALISE THE UNSURE PARTS OF HIS GIRLMATE.NOW HERE'S THE PROBLEM,THE DEEPER THE HOLE YOU DUG,THE HARDER YOU GET YOURSELF KNOCKED ON THE GROUND UPON FALLING.WHILE THE GIRL IS STILL CONFUSED AND UNSURE OF ALL YOUR 'EVER AFTER' CRAP(WHICH MAKES IT THE 'REALITY'..XD.)THE GUY,BEING THE 'LOVESICK CRACKHEAD' OF THE MOMENT,IS STILL ON THE SAFETY ZONE..A SANCTUARY FILLED WITH STUPID EXPECTATIONS..TELLING HIM THAT SHE'S THE ONE...AND EVERYTHING WILL BE PERFECTLY OKAY(WHICH OBVIOUSLY IS NOT..).NOW,THE BIG DEAL COMES WHEN THE GAL LEFT HIS SORRY-ASS...AND BAM!!!!THAT'S THE REALITY...A HUGE RUDE AWAKENING...AND A SUCKER PUNCH TO THE GUY.BEING THE LAST MAN STANDING,THE POOR FELLA HAS NOT MUCH TO TAKE BUT TO BLAME HIMSELF IN BEING SO BLINDLY IN LOVE.IN CONCLUSION,I MIGHT JUST HAVE CREATED ONE OF THE DUMBEST BLOGPOST EVER JUST BECAUSE I'M IN LOVE..BUT AT LEAST I'M STILL AS CONSCIOUS AS HELL..SO,BEHOLD THE POWER OF LOVE..LOOLZ.XD.

MID-AUTUMN

WOW..TIME CERTAINLY FLIES..IT'S ALREADY MID-AUTUMN NOW.BY THE WAY,THIS YEAR'S MOONCAKE FESTIVAL WASN'T AS EXCITING AND FUN AS MY LAST ONE...AND IT WAS TOUGHER.THERE WASN'T ANY SIGN OF FESTIVE MOOD IN ME AT ALL(AS I'VE JUST FLOPPED MY MATH EXAM..WHILE I'M WRITING THIS POST..XD.),IT'S ALL ACADEMIC MATTERS IN MY HANDS NOW..AND I WISH TO WASH IT AS QUICK AS POSSIBLE.FOR THE TIME BEING LIKE THIS LAST YEAR,I WAS ENJOYING PLAYING CANDLES WITH FRIENDS AT THE BEACH AT NIGHT,EATING MOONCAKE WITH GREEN TEA AT HOME WITH FAMILY..AND DECORATING THE HOUSE LANDSCAPE WITH LANTERNS AT NIGHT.THIS YEAR...HOWEVER,IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MATTER,IT'S ALL BOOKS 24-7...IN MY MIND...I'VE COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN THAT TODAY IS THE MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL.BEING EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED AND POIGNANT(DUE TO THE OUTCOME OF MY EXAM'S PERFORMANCE...)MYSELF,I CAN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL THAT THE AUTUMN PERIOD HAS A LOT TO DO WITH NEGATIVITIES..HMM..LOOLZ..HAIZ,WHATEVER HAPPENS..LIFE HAS TO MOVE ON..SO DO SEASONS..XD.ALRIGHT,I DELON HEREBY WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..OR MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL...OR WHATEVER..LOOLZ..JUST MAKE SURE YOU SAVE SOME MOONCAKES FOR ME WILL YA??..XD.

WE COME,WE LIVE,WE DIE..

SADLY SPEAKING,THAT'S THE WAY IT IS..XD.LIFE IS COMPLICATED,YOU MIGHT GET YOURSELF BRUISED SO BADLY TILL A POINT WHERE BREAKING DOWN IS NO LONGER A WISE OPTION.YES,ALTHOUGH I GOT WIND UP IN AWKWARD/HARD/OH-SO-DIFFICULT SITUATIONS,BUT NO MATTER WHAT..ONE HAS TO FIGHT BACK.THAT'S WHY WE SHOULDN'T TAKE SO MANY THINGS FOR GRANTED IN OUR LIFE..LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO LIVE...AND IT JUST TAKES TOO LONG FOR YOU TO BE DEAD..WE JUST GOTTA FACE IT..XD.TRY TO ENJOY EVERY INTRICATE SMALL DETAIL WITHIN THE COURSE OF HARDSHIPS..YOU'LL EVENTUALLY LEARN A THING OR TWO...OR WAY BETTER,DISCOVER SOMETHING NEW ABOUT YOU.THIS IS LIFE..WE ONLY LIVE ONCE..SO...WHY NOT??...ERMM,YEAH,I SOUNDED LIKE AN AUTHOR OF BEST-SELLING SELF-HELP BOOK..BUT NO I'M NOT..BLAME IT ON THE EXAM SEASON FOR TRIGGERING THE MOTIVATIONAL SIDE OF ME.YES,SOMETIMES,WE JUST GOTTA HEAD STRAIGHT BACK TO REALITY TO SETTLE THE DEBTS..OR TO CLEAR THE DUST.BUT NOTE THIS...IT IS IN REALITY THAT WE CAN ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS..XD.SO,PLEASE,NO MATTER HOW HIGH THE STAKE IS..AND NO MATTER HOW TALL IS THE MOUNTAIN..BE OPTIMISTIC..AND DON'T LET THE CHANCE SLIP BY AWAY...

A GOOD DAY

IT'S A GOOD DAY...IN THE SENSE OF SELF-ACCOMPLISHMENT..

IT'S A GOOD DAY...SHE KNOCKED ME DEAD...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I DID THE UNEXPECTED...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I'M SO RELIEVED NOW...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I'M ALL SMILING NOW...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU PUNCH ME..I STILL CAN'T FEEL IT..

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I MADE AN HONEST MISTAKE UNDER HER CHARM...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...TO BE GOOD..

IT'S A GOOD DAY...SOON TO BE GREAT...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...TO BE WITH YOU...

IT'S A GOOD DAY..XD