DEPRESSION

HI THERE,ERM..FIRSTLY,I HAVE TO APOLOGISE TO FEW OF MY BESTIES FOR NOT ATTENDING THEIR COFFEE SESSION...IT'S JUST THAT I'M RUSHING THESE FEW DAYS FOR A COMPLETE MAKEOVER OF MY ROOM..XD.EVERYTHING IS BRAND NEW,YET STILL AN OLD SOUL LIVING IN IT...XD.THESE FEW DAYS HAD BEEN REALLY TOUGH TO ME,I'VE BEEN UNDER THE WEATHER FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW...MY BODY HITS ITS ALL TIME LOW EVER...MIGRAINE,LOSS OF APPETITE,INSOMNIA,SORE THROAT,COUGHING AND MILD FEVER....YES,I'M RECOVERING..XD.FURTHERMORE,SOMETHING BOTHERS ME LATELY,I CAN'T EAT,I CAN'T SLEEP...AND I ALWAYS HAVE NIGHTMARES....WHICH IS A BAD SIGN..XD.I WENT TO SCHOOL WITH MY FORMER CLASSMATES THIS MORNING TO RUN SOME ERRANDS..AND I ENDED UP VOMITING IN THE TOILET....INVOLUNTARILY...WEIRD??..,FURTHERMORE,WHEN I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING,THERE WILL BE COLD SWEATS ALL OVER ME....AND I'VE NEVER FELT SO SAD.INSTEAD OF CARRYING THOSE OLD FORM 6 BOOKS FROM MY ROOM OUT TO THE STORAGE RACK,I SPENT AN HOUR SITTING DOWN,STARING AT THEM LIKE A POSSESSED DEMON,YES,I'VE ONLY NOTICE IT TODAY...WHAT A CREEPY SELF REFLECTION..HAIZ,I GOTTA FIND SOME MANUALS REGARDING THE TREATMENT OF DEPRESSION..XD.

PROLOGUE

HI,THE NAME'S DELON.YOU MAY KNOW ME AS 'ALAN EMO DELON' OR 'THE INTROVERT'....OR YOU MAY NOT..XD.WELL,THOSE WERE JUST MERE EMOTIONAL BLOGS FOR ME TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS IN THIS WEIRD LITTLE PROCESS CALLED GROWING UP...XD.LOLZ,GONE ARE THE DAYS OF UNNECESSARY RANTS AND POINTLESS BREAKDOWN.THIS BLOG ISN'T ABOUT WHO I AM,OR RATHER WHO I WANTED TO BE...FURTHERMORE,THERE WON'T BE ANY MOANING AND WHINING OF COMPLICATED FEELINGS...THERE'S NOT EVEN MUSIC...LOLZ.THERE'S ACTUALLY NO POINT OF SETTING UP THIS BLOG EXCEPT TO FILL IN MY FREE TIME WITH FREE WRITING ABOUT MY LIFE...I'M JUST ME....WELCOME TO THE ORDINARY WORLD OF AN ORDINARY KID....THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE...XD.