IT'S COMPLICATED

YES,I'M CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH A GIRL...BUT IT'S COMPLICATED.

YES,I MAY NOT UNDERSTAND THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE,BUT I DONT MIND IF I DIE TRYING..

YES,YOU'RE A DIFFICULT GIRL FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND..BUT I'M DOING MY BEST..

YES,IT'S COMPLICATED..

YES,I'M KINDA IN A RELATIONSHIP..

YES,I'M ALREADY TAKEN..

YES,I'M SEPARATED WITH HER..

AND YES,

IT'S COMPLICATED...

PRIVACY

I DON'T WANT ANY OF THESE ATTENTIONS...

I HATED THE WAY YOU GUYS LOOK AT ME...

I DON'T NEED THESE SPOTLIGHTS TO SHOW WHO I AM..

FURTHERMORE,

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT THAT'S HAPPENING IN MY LIFE..

AND SOMETIMES,

I REALLY DO WISH THAT I CAN BE INVISIBLE..

AVOIDING DISTURBING GLANCES AND UNWANTED ATTENTION..

THIS IS WHO I AM...

SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT..

THEN GET OVER WITH IT..

I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT AS WELL..

IN THE MEANTIME,

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS AN EASY LITTLE THING CALLED 'PRIVACY'..

AN EXTENSIVE PERIOD WHEN I CAN BE..ME..

SORRY HATERS..

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR VALUABLE TIME SPENT ON THIS TOTAL STRANGER..

YOUR EFFORTS ARE DEEPLY APPRECIATED..XD.

PUBLICITY STUNT

SO YESTERDAY WAS MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..YES,EXCEPT FOR ME,ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND COURSE-MATES WERE ENJOYING THEIR DINNER OUT OF THE UNI.WHY?I GOTTA HELP MY ROOMMATE,(WHO WAS HAVING HIS EXAM AT THE VERY NIGHT OF MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..POOR THING..)...TO SELL THE TICKETS OF THE COLLEGE'S OFFICIAL LANTERN FEST.ALRIGHT,SO ME AND MY FRIEND..WHO'S ALSO FROM THE SAME PUBLICITY TEAM WITH MY ROOMMATE...SET UP THE TICKET COUNTER AT THE COMMON ROOM.UNFORTUNATELY,THERE WAS PRACTICALLY NO ONE TO COME AND PURCHASE THE TICKETS.LOOLZ.ONE OF THE SENIORS CAME AND SAID TO US:'YOU CAN'T EXPECT ANYONE TO BUY THE TICKETS BY JUST SITTING THERE IN A RELAXING GESTURE...YOU GOTTA MOVE!!!DO SOMETHING!!!..'.SO,MY PUBLICITY FRIEND..WHO WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO PLUCK UP HIS COURAGE,HEADED AROUND THE BUILDING TO PROMOTE THE EVENT.BEING A TEMPORARY SUBSTITUTIONAL HELPER MYSELF(I'M FROM THE EVEN PROTOCOL TEAM..NOT PUBLICITY..ZZZZ),I CAN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL DEJECTED OF MYSELF FOR NOT DOING ANYTHING HELPFUL.YOU SEE,BOTH MY FRIEND AND ROOMMATE..THEY ARE GOOD PEOPLE WITH ONE HELLUVA SPEAKING/PROMOTING TECHNIQUE...ONE OF THE QUALITIES THAT YOU CAN'T FIND IN ME.IT'S SOMETHING I FOUND TO BE COOL THAT SOMEONE IS SO TALENTED IN THEIR COMMUNICATION SKILL..AND YERPZ,MY FRIEND ENDED UP SELLING A TOTAL OF FOUR TICKETS..WHILE ME..ZERO..XD.I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THAT WEAK IN EXPRESSING MYSELF..SINCE I WAS YOUNG,I WASN'T GOOD IN SPOKEN WORDS AT ALL..YES,I BLOG AND WRITE AND E.T.C....BUT I CAN'T SPEAK IN A SOCIALLY-NORMAL MANNER..AND IT REALLY IS THE PROFESSIONAL SKILLS OF THESE PUBLICITY GUYS THAT BLEW ME AWAY...THEY ARE SO GOOD WITH THEIR WORDPLAY...I'LL BE SPEECHLESS IF I'M THE CUSTOMER...XD.

EXPECTATIONS VS. REALITY

THIS POST IS A SPECIAL DEDICATION TO MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE ROMANTIC MOVIE...(500) DAYS OF SUMMER.

YOU SEE,HERE'S THE FACT...WHEN A GUY IS SO MADLY,DEEPLY AND TRUELY IN LOVE WITH HIS OTHER HALF,HE'LL DO ANYTHING..BOTH IRRATIONAL AND RECKLESS.YES,I'M A GUY..THANK YOU..XD.WELL,ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT THIS IS A NATURAL PHENOMENON...THE LAW OF THE ATTRACTION FORCE.THE ONLY PROBLEM SEEMS TO BE THAT WHETHER YOU'RE LIVING UP TO YOUR OWN EXPECTATIONS..OR HERS??..XD.LET'S JUST PUT IT THIS WAY,WHEN A GUY IS DOING ALL THE BEST HE CAN TO STEAL THE HEART OF THE GAL,HE'LL EVENTUALLY THROWN HIMSELF INTO THIS ILLUSIONARY FANTASY..JUST LIKE A TYPICAL TEENAGE GAL IN LOVE,HE'LL BELIEVE IN ALL SORTS OF 'TRUE LOVE' BULLSHITS WITHOUT EVEN TO REALISE THE UNSURE PARTS OF HIS GIRLMATE.NOW HERE'S THE PROBLEM,THE DEEPER THE HOLE YOU DUG,THE HARDER YOU GET YOURSELF KNOCKED ON THE GROUND UPON FALLING.WHILE THE GIRL IS STILL CONFUSED AND UNSURE OF ALL YOUR 'EVER AFTER' CRAP(WHICH MAKES IT THE 'REALITY'..XD.)THE GUY,BEING THE 'LOVESICK CRACKHEAD' OF THE MOMENT,IS STILL ON THE SAFETY ZONE..A SANCTUARY FILLED WITH STUPID EXPECTATIONS..TELLING HIM THAT SHE'S THE ONE...AND EVERYTHING WILL BE PERFECTLY OKAY(WHICH OBVIOUSLY IS NOT..).NOW,THE BIG DEAL COMES WHEN THE GAL LEFT HIS SORRY-ASS...AND BAM!!!!THAT'S THE REALITY...A HUGE RUDE AWAKENING...AND A SUCKER PUNCH TO THE GUY.BEING THE LAST MAN STANDING,THE POOR FELLA HAS NOT MUCH TO TAKE BUT TO BLAME HIMSELF IN BEING SO BLINDLY IN LOVE.IN CONCLUSION,I MIGHT JUST HAVE CREATED ONE OF THE DUMBEST BLOGPOST EVER JUST BECAUSE I'M IN LOVE..BUT AT LEAST I'M STILL AS CONSCIOUS AS HELL..SO,BEHOLD THE POWER OF LOVE..LOOLZ.XD.

MID-AUTUMN

WOW..TIME CERTAINLY FLIES..IT'S ALREADY MID-AUTUMN NOW.BY THE WAY,THIS YEAR'S MOONCAKE FESTIVAL WASN'T AS EXCITING AND FUN AS MY LAST ONE...AND IT WAS TOUGHER.THERE WASN'T ANY SIGN OF FESTIVE MOOD IN ME AT ALL(AS I'VE JUST FLOPPED MY MATH EXAM..WHILE I'M WRITING THIS POST..XD.),IT'S ALL ACADEMIC MATTERS IN MY HANDS NOW..AND I WISH TO WASH IT AS QUICK AS POSSIBLE.FOR THE TIME BEING LIKE THIS LAST YEAR,I WAS ENJOYING PLAYING CANDLES WITH FRIENDS AT THE BEACH AT NIGHT,EATING MOONCAKE WITH GREEN TEA AT HOME WITH FAMILY..AND DECORATING THE HOUSE LANDSCAPE WITH LANTERNS AT NIGHT.THIS YEAR...HOWEVER,IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MATTER,IT'S ALL BOOKS 24-7...IN MY MIND...I'VE COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN THAT TODAY IS THE MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL.BEING EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED AND POIGNANT(DUE TO THE OUTCOME OF MY EXAM'S PERFORMANCE...)MYSELF,I CAN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL THAT THE AUTUMN PERIOD HAS A LOT TO DO WITH NEGATIVITIES..HMM..LOOLZ..HAIZ,WHATEVER HAPPENS..LIFE HAS TO MOVE ON..SO DO SEASONS..XD.ALRIGHT,I DELON HEREBY WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..OR MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL...OR WHATEVER..LOOLZ..JUST MAKE SURE YOU SAVE SOME MOONCAKES FOR ME WILL YA??..XD.

WE COME,WE LIVE,WE DIE..

SADLY SPEAKING,THAT'S THE WAY IT IS..XD.LIFE IS COMPLICATED,YOU MIGHT GET YOURSELF BRUISED SO BADLY TILL A POINT WHERE BREAKING DOWN IS NO LONGER A WISE OPTION.YES,ALTHOUGH I GOT WIND UP IN AWKWARD/HARD/OH-SO-DIFFICULT SITUATIONS,BUT NO MATTER WHAT..ONE HAS TO FIGHT BACK.THAT'S WHY WE SHOULDN'T TAKE SO MANY THINGS FOR GRANTED IN OUR LIFE..LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO LIVE...AND IT JUST TAKES TOO LONG FOR YOU TO BE DEAD..WE JUST GOTTA FACE IT..XD.TRY TO ENJOY EVERY INTRICATE SMALL DETAIL WITHIN THE COURSE OF HARDSHIPS..YOU'LL EVENTUALLY LEARN A THING OR TWO...OR WAY BETTER,DISCOVER SOMETHING NEW ABOUT YOU.THIS IS LIFE..WE ONLY LIVE ONCE..SO...WHY NOT??...ERMM,YEAH,I SOUNDED LIKE AN AUTHOR OF BEST-SELLING SELF-HELP BOOK..BUT NO I'M NOT..BLAME IT ON THE EXAM SEASON FOR TRIGGERING THE MOTIVATIONAL SIDE OF ME.YES,SOMETIMES,WE JUST GOTTA HEAD STRAIGHT BACK TO REALITY TO SETTLE THE DEBTS..OR TO CLEAR THE DUST.BUT NOTE THIS...IT IS IN REALITY THAT WE CAN ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS..XD.SO,PLEASE,NO MATTER HOW HIGH THE STAKE IS..AND NO MATTER HOW TALL IS THE MOUNTAIN..BE OPTIMISTIC..AND DON'T LET THE CHANCE SLIP BY AWAY...

A GOOD DAY

IT'S A GOOD DAY...IN THE SENSE OF SELF-ACCOMPLISHMENT..

IT'S A GOOD DAY...SHE KNOCKED ME DEAD...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I DID THE UNEXPECTED...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I'M SO RELIEVED NOW...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I'M ALL SMILING NOW...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU PUNCH ME..I STILL CAN'T FEEL IT..

IT'S A GOOD DAY...I MADE AN HONEST MISTAKE UNDER HER CHARM...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...TO BE GOOD..

IT'S A GOOD DAY...SOON TO BE GREAT...

IT'S A GOOD DAY...TO BE WITH YOU...

IT'S A GOOD DAY..XD

EXIT WOUNDS

I'M CURRENTLY LIVING IN THIS HELLISH WARZONE...ALTHOUGH I'M A SOLDIER,I'M STILL PRETTY LOST IN THE BATTLE.I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M FIGHTING FOR NOW...THE OBJECTIVE'S NO LONGER CLEAR..AND THE EXECUTION OF THE ORDER IS DONE..THE WHITE FLAG IS UP.JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THAT HUMANITY IS DONE..AND HOPE IS GONE,DAWN BREAKS IN..AS IT SIGNALS THE ADVENT OF ANOTHER BRAND NEW DAY.AND THERE I GO,EXITING THE BUNKER TO MARCH ALONG WITH THE REST.WHILE WE'RE JUST MERE TOY SOLDIERS...OR AS WHAT THEY REFER TO AS 'PAWNS',OUR DIGNITY IS PRETTY MUCH EMPTY.WE WALK LIKE DEAD MEN..AND WE ALREADY ARE.AS THE FIGHT BREAKS OUT,THE COMBAT STRATEGIES ARE NO LONGER THE MAIN PLAN..AS I FIGHT MYSELF BLINDLY THROUGH THE FIELD..THERE'S A BULLET WAFTING BY MY FACE..LUCKILY,IT MISSED.NEXT THING I KNOW,THERE'S AN EXIT WOUND ON MY CHEST...I FALL...LANDING MYSELF ON THE SCORCHINGLY HOT EARTH...MY MIND IS BLANK..AS HOT SWEAT IS DRIZZLING UP MY BODY..I CLOSE MY EYES..MY LIFE FLASHES BY..I'M DYING..THE END...IS NOTHING...

SCHIZOPHRENIA

LIFE BEFORE LOVE:
-SELFISH
-SELF-OBSESSED
-DEVIL-MAY-CARE ATTITUDE
-TOTALLY ACTIVE AND SOCIAL-WISE
-EMOTIONAL
-LIVED IN REALITY

LIFE DURING LOVE:
-SELFLESS
-OBSESSED WITH HER..
-CHEESY 'I'LL JUMP YOU JUMP' ATTITUDE
-TOTALLY RESERVED AND ANTISOCIAL
-IT'S ALL POSITIVE THINKINGS..CHEERFUL,HAPPY..ALWAYS SMILING.
-LOST IN FANTASY

LIFE AFTER LOVE:
ALRIGHT,LET'S NOT MESS EVERYTHING UP..XD...

HAHAHA..

LOVE

WHAT IS LOVE?
TRUST ME ON THIS ONE..
AS IT IS THE MOST FOOLISHLY-ASKED QUESTION UNIVERSALLY.
THERE'S NO PROPER DEFINITION FOR IT..SO HERE ARE MINE:

LOVE IS THIS.
LOVE IS THAT.
LOVE IS A FUNNY THING.
LOVE IS A FEELING.
LOVE IS THE SUDDEN PUMP OF YOUR BLOOD IN YOUR HEART CHAMBERS.
LOVE IS THE COMPLICATION OF YOUR MIND AND BODIES
LOVE IS THE REVENGE OF YOUR HORMONES.
LOVE IS SOMETHING TO BE FOUGHT..
LOVE IS THE JURISDICTION OF YOUR SOUL.
LOVE IS THE WORLD ALL AROUND US.
LOVE IS A DRUG..IT CAN CURE YOU UP..BUT IT CAN BE HARMFUL UPON ADDICTION.
LOVE IS HEART.
LOVE IS A CHEMICAL REACTION THAT NEEDS NO REACTANTS..
LOVE IS A FORCE OF NATURE..A DESTRUCTIVE ONE TOO
LOVE IS SERIOUS.
LOVE IS CRAZY.
LOVE IS MAD.
LOVE IS A DREAMY ILLUSION.
LOVE IS A KICK.
LOVE IS SOMETHING BEYOND YOUR CONTROL.
LOVE IS SUPPORT.
LOVE IS CARE.
LOVE IS STRENGTH.
LOVE IS THE REALM OF OUR VERY EXISTENCE.
LOVE IS ABOUT BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER.
LOVE IS 'TILL DEATH DO US PART'
LOVE IS NOT ALL ABOUT FIRST SIGHT.
LOVE CHANGES A PERSON
LOVE IS GOOD...
SORRY,SCRAPE THAT...
LOVE IS GREAT.
LOVE MAKES A PERSON TO BE IN CHARGE OF A CRAZY DEPARTMENT(FOR 4 YEARS..IN MY CASE..XD.)
LOVE IS EASY.
LOVE IS HARD.
LOVE IS LUST.
LOVE IS UNDERSTANDING.
LOVE IS PASSION.
LOVE TRANSCENDS BOUNDARIES.
LOVE IS FORGIVENESS.
LOVE IS TOLERANCE.
LOVE IS LOVES.
LOVE IS FAMILY.
LOVE IS FRIENDS.
LOVE IS ME

AND OF COURSE..
LOVE IS..YOU.

FEAR

WOW...I'M ALREADY 20 YEARS OLD...AND THAT'S A WHOLE LOT OF STUFF TO BE FEARFUL OF.YOU'LL FEAR THAT YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOMETHING...YOU'LL FEAR THAT YOU'RE GONNA F-UP YOUR LIFE BADLY...AND MOST OF ALL...YOU'LL FEAR THAT THESE PHOBIAS ARE NOT COMING TO AN END.I DON'T KNOW WHETHER MY CONFIDENCE GONNA BRING ME TO SOMEWHERE OR NOT..BUT MAN THIS HAUNTED HOUSE IS ENDLESSLY FUN.HAIZ,YOU'RE TWENTY(MINUS-SOMETHING..),AND THERE'S A WHOLE LOT OF CHALLENGES AND ADVERSITIES COMING YOUR WAY..SO YOU JUST GOTTA TAKE IT AS SOMETHING OF A NORM.HOWEVER,BENEATH THIS KIND OF EXHAUSTING FEARS LAY ANOTHER SENSE OF PLEASURE,THE KIND THAT I CAN'T EXPLAIN THROUGH THE HARD SOLID WORDS COMING OUT FROM MY MOUTH.GOD,JUST DON'T MAKE ME END UP IN PETER PARKER'S 'SPIDERMAN 2' SITUATION ..PLEASE..XD.

I'M NO SUPERMAN

HI THERE...YOU..YES,YOU YOU..JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT..

I'M NOT A SUPERHUMAN..AND I'M NOT SOME SORT OF WONDER BOY.

I MAY BE IMPERFECT WHEN IT COMES TO THIS MATTER OF LOVE..

BUT IF YOU TAKE A CLOSER LOOK..AND FEEL IT..

I WAS ACTUALLY TRYING REALLY HARD..TO BE PERFECT...

I CAN'T FLY YOU TO THE MOON..BUT I CAN FLY YOU TO THE PLACE..

A PLACE OF SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW.

I DON'T HAVE ANY FANCY CAR TO TAKE YOU OUT FOR DINNER..

BUT PLEASE BE SURE AS LIFE WILL ALWAYS HAVE ITS WAY OF LANDING YOU UP IN COMFORT SPOT.

I'M NOT A RICH DUDE WHO'S ABLE TO BRING YOU OUT FOR A SHOPPING SPREE..

BUT I'LL VOUCH THAT I'M GONNA BUY YOU DIAMONDS AND PEARLS..IN THE FUTURE..

I MIGHT NOT HAVE THE SWEETEST SKILLS TO CHEER YOU UP WHEN YOU'RE SAD.

BUT IF YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON..

OR EVEN A HUMAN FLESH PUNCHBAG TO RELEASE YOUR GRIEF..

GO ON..FEEL FREE TO CALL ME..I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU..

AND YES,I MAY LOOK LIKE A MAJOR FAILED-PRODUCT OF DISAPPOINTMENT..

BUT PLEASE..HAVE A LIL' FAITH IN ME WILL YA??..XD.

I MAY NOT HAVE THE GENTLE TOUCH..

I'M WORKING ON IT..

LASTLY,I'M JUST A HUMAN WHO'S ENCOUNTERING PROBLEMS IN EXPRESSING HIMSELF..

ALL I CAN DO IS TO WRITE YOU THIS NOT SO POETIC AND ROMANTIC POEM..

I HOPE YOU GET WHAT I MEAN..

AS I'M NO SUPERMAN..

THE INSPIRED AND THE DEFECTED

HAVE I EVER TELL YOU WHAT'S IT TO FEEL LIKE TO LOOK AT THINGS IN A COMPLETELY NEW PERSPECTIVE??NO,THE RESULTS WON'T BE DEVASTATING...BUT SHOCKING IT IS.I'VE FOUND MYSELF IN THIS POSITION OF BEING OVERLY-EARNEST...MY SELF-ESTEEM AND DIGNITY WERE ALREADY DEAD AND LONG GONE...MAYBE THIS LIFE ISN'T AS FUN AS THE PREVIOUS..OR MAYBE THESE CHANGES ARE FOR GOOD.I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHO I AM NOW...OR RATHER WHO AM I.QUOTE ME,I DON'T NEED NO PERMISSION TO TELL ME WHAT'S RIGHT FROM WRONG..AND WHAT'S WRONG FROM RIGHT.FACT IS,MY WORLD IS NOW THROWN INTO A TOTAL SICK FIESTA OF FREAKS..AND I'M DEFINITELY THE CLOWN OF THE FESTIVAL.ALL OF ME...ALL OF MY LOW-LIFE THINKINGS..ALL OF MY INSIPID IDEAS...AND EVEN ALL OF MY LIFE...ARE IN DEEP NEED OF EMERGENCY EVASION...AND NO,HELP IS NOT ON THE WAY.SURPRISINGLY,I FOUND THAT THERE'S STILL A TINGE OF HOPE.....IN FINDING THAT MISSING PUZZLE PIECE..BUT STILL,I'M NOT SURE WHETHER IT FITS OR NOT.IT SUCKS..SERIOUSLY...TO GO THROUGH CHANGES THAT AFFECTED ME,MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS.IT'SNOT THAT I CAN'T TAKE A PUNCH IN MY LIFE..BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST CAN'T DEFEND YOURSELF..HAIZ.IN THE MEANTIME,ALL I CAN DO IS TO APOLOGISE...TO EVERYONE OF YOU...OF BEARING HIGH HOPES IN ME...AND OF PLANTING HUGE SEED OF EXPECTATION IN ME...I'M SO SORRY...I FAILED YOU.

DELON 2.0

A FEW CHANGES I'M ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE OF AFTER TWO MONTHS OF BEING IN THE WILD:


(BASED ON WHAT MY HOMETOWN FRIENDS SAW IN ME..XD)





1)I'VE BECAME BOLD AND UNPREDICTABLE.


2)NEW GLASSES PROVE TO BE AN EFFECTIVE GADGET IN KEEPING THE GIRLS OFF.


3)SELF-OBSESSED(SEE STATEMENT NO.2)..XD.


4)I SWEAR A LOT THAN USUAL...DROP MORE F-BOMBS THAN TWO MONTHS AGO..


5)MORE 'OPEN' AND 'FREE'...DON'T ASK ME...I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THE TERMS..XD.


6)LIKES TO OGLE AT PRETTY GIRLS PASSING BY..SHIT..



7)A GAY MAGNET..YES,WTF...



8)FINALLY UPGRADED MY FASHION SENSE...



9)DEFINITELY FUNNIER AND WEIRDER..



10)LEADS ADOUBLE-LIFE FILLED WITH SCANDALS AND LIES..



NAH,CUT THE LAST PART..LOOLZ..XD.



DON'T WORRY GUYS..I'M STILL THE SAME...IN THE SENSE OF BEING DIFFERENT..XD.

COME HOME

HOME,I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT REFRESHING PIECE OF OXYGEN...THAT WARM AFFABLE FACES OF OLD FRIENDS...AND THE WONDERS OF FAMILY HOSPITALITY..LOOLZ..XD.ALRIGHT,I'M NOW COUNTING DOWN THE HOURS...IT'S LESS THAN A DAY TILL MY NEXT RIDE BACK TO MY ROOTS,MY HOMETOWN,HMM,I'VE NEVER REALLY EXPERIENCE HOW IS IT TO 'BALIK KAMPUNG'...AND OF COURSE,THAT CHANCE HITS UPON ME NOW.OKAY,THERE'S A TONNES OF ACTIVITIES BACK IN MY HOMETOWN BESIDES STUDY...DUDE,IT'S HOLLIDAY,SO YOU DO DESERVE YOURSELF A BREAK.BEACHES,FOODS AND LATE-NIGHT ACTIVITIES,MAN,CAN'T WAIT TO GET HIGH AND CRAZY WITH YOU GUYS...ALL OVER AGAIN!!!..XD.OF COURSE,CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK AND CHECK OUT MY DAD,HAIZ....GOD BLESS HIM.ALRIGHT,LADIES AND GENNTLEMEN ,FRIENDS AND FAMILIES,DO EMBRACE THE RETURN OF DELON.(BOO!!!DRAMA KING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

B'DAY HORROR

SO IT'S MY B'DAY TODAY...YEAH RIGHT,WHAT A LAME FLASHY WAY TO START A POST LIKE THAT..AM I HAPPY?NO..NOT AT ALL.THIS YEAR'S BIRTHDAY HAS BEEN TOUGH....I'M CELEBRATING IT WITH A BUNCH OF NEW FRIENDS ON A FOREIGN LAND..IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T APPPRECIATE ANYTHING OR WHAT...IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THIS ODD SENSE OF INSECURITY...YA'LL KNOW..I'VE BEEN USED TO CELEBRATING MY B'DAY WITH MY HOMETOWN FRIENDS AND FAMILIES..SO IT'S JUST...SPECIAL...FOR THIS YEAR.PLUS,MY DAD'S SURGERY FALLS ON MY B'DAY...SERIOUSLY WTF.....GOD BLESS HIM!!!!!!!..HAIZ..OK,ON THE LIGHTER NOTE,WELL I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE BACK TO YOU GUYS,ALL I CAN DO NOW IS TO SINCERELY THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR THE FACEBOOK WISHES,CALLS,SMSES,CAKES AND PRESENTS..LOOLZ..IT MEANS A LOT..SO FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...THANK YOU!!!!!

(P.S.FOR 6S2 08/09 GANG AND THE BESTIES...WILL BE SEEING YOU LATER NEXT WEEK..XD..WOO-HOO)