DEPRESSION

HI THERE,ERM..FIRSTLY,I HAVE TO APOLOGISE TO FEW OF MY BESTIES FOR NOT ATTENDING THEIR COFFEE SESSION...IT'S JUST THAT I'M RUSHING THESE FEW DAYS FOR A COMPLETE MAKEOVER OF MY ROOM..XD.EVERYTHING IS BRAND NEW,YET STILL AN OLD SOUL LIVING IN IT...XD.THESE FEW DAYS HAD BEEN REALLY TOUGH TO ME,I'VE BEEN UNDER THE WEATHER FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW...MY BODY HITS ITS ALL TIME LOW EVER...MIGRAINE,LOSS OF APPETITE,INSOMNIA,SORE THROAT,COUGHING AND MILD FEVER....YES,I'M RECOVERING..XD.FURTHERMORE,SOMETHING BOTHERS ME LATELY,I CAN'T EAT,I CAN'T SLEEP...AND I ALWAYS HAVE NIGHTMARES....WHICH IS A BAD SIGN..XD.I WENT TO SCHOOL WITH MY FORMER CLASSMATES THIS MORNING TO RUN SOME ERRANDS..AND I ENDED UP VOMITING IN THE TOILET....INVOLUNTARILY...WEIRD??..,FURTHERMORE,WHEN I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING,THERE WILL BE COLD SWEATS ALL OVER ME....AND I'VE NEVER FELT SO SAD.INSTEAD OF CARRYING THOSE OLD FORM 6 BOOKS FROM MY ROOM OUT TO THE STORAGE RACK,I SPENT AN HOUR SITTING DOWN,STARING AT THEM LIKE A POSSESSED DEMON,YES,I'VE ONLY NOTICE IT TODAY...WHAT A CREEPY SELF REFLECTION..HAIZ,I GOTTA FIND SOME MANUALS REGARDING THE TREATMENT OF DEPRESSION..XD.