SECOND LIFE

THINGS DEFINITELY TAKE A DRASTIC CRITICAL TURN NOW....I'VE MADE A PROMISE OF NOT MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN..HOWEVER,I CAN'T VOUCH FOR THAT NOW...AS EVERYTHING JUST FELL APART.CAN YOU IMAGINE YOU'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF A MAJOR DISASTER...AS ALL THE SCENARIO NEEDS ARE JUST MERE SECONDS TO GO FROM WORST TO A TOTAL SHITSTORM..I'M EXTREMELY TIRED OF REMINISCING WHERE I SCREWED MYSELF UP SO BADLY...AND I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF IT.THERE'S A LOT OF LUCKY PEOPLE OUT THERE,SOME MAY GET THEIR SECOND SHOT AT SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT TILL A POINT WHERE THEY WOULD KILL TO HAVE IT..WHILE OTHERS WILL BE THE FORGOTTEN...KICKED,SPAT,PUNCHED AND LEFT FOR DEAD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WARZONE.THE WORLD'S LIKE THIS,NOTHING'S FAIR AND SQUARE...AND THE EVER ELUSIVE SITUATION OF 'YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT TILL IT'S GONE' IS FACING EXTINCTION.YES,I HAVE A LOT OF NEW FRIENDS HERE..BUT BENEATH THOSE SMILING FACES AND HAPPY EXPRESSIONS LIES AN OLD SOUL INSIDE,STRUGGLING HARD TO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF BEING ALONE...I'VE NEVER FELT SO HOLLOW BEFORE..NO,I DON'T NEED COMPANY..I JUST NEED SPACE...SPACE WHERE I CAN DO WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO..AND DESIGNED TO DO.IF I HAVE A NOBLE CHOICE,I WOULD RATHER BE A NOBODY RIGHT NOW...OR AN INVISIBLE MAN,AVOIDING EVIL GLANCES AND SINISTER THOUGHTS.HOWEVER,IT'S TOO LATE NOW,WHAT HAS TO BE DONE MUST BE DONE..AS THE DAMAGE IS TOO HARD TO BE REPAIRED.

(P.S.YOU ARE MY ONLY GUIDANCE NOW...SO PLEASE SHOW ME THE CORRECT WAY TO REDEMPTION..I BEG YOU..)