DEUCES

SO HERE I AM, GUILTY AS I LOOK...TRYING TO FIND THE ANSWER IN THE SEA OF QUESTIONS I'M DROWNING IN NOW.IS IT FATE..OR A TOTALLY GODLIKE MISTAKE THAT LANDS ME UP HERE IN THIS UPTIGHT POSITION??I'VE TRIED MY BEST TO UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE DETAIL,EVERY INCH AND EVERY ASPECT OF THE MATTER,HOWEVER,MY CONFIDENCE AND SELF-ESTEEM STILL ARE THE INNER DEMONS THAT I CAN'T OVERCOME.EVIL THOUGHTS,PROVOKING SINS AND DEMONIC DIRTY LITTLE INTENTIONS ARE LINGERING IN MY MIND NOW..CAN I RESIST THE TEMPTATION???...I DON'T KNOW...STILL TRYING MY BEST HERE FROM GOING UNDER...LET'S JUST SAY GOODBYE TO MY ONCE NORMAL LIFE...AND RETURN TO THE LIFE OF AN INTROVERT...TEMPORARILY.PERIOD.