A MONTH.

ONE MONTH...IT'S AMAZING OF HOW ONE FREAKING MONTH CAN CHANGE THE WHOLE UNIVERSE..EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS CHANGING..AND EVOLVING.PEOPLE ARE MANOUVREING THEIR OWN LIFE ON A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PATH.IT'S JUST STRANGE TO FIGURE OUT THAT TIME AS A WEIRD TOOL USED TO BE FILLED WITH WONDERFUL THINGS...IT'S LIKE WITHIN A MONTH..I'M IN A NEW PLACE,NEW ENVIRONMENT WITH NEW FRIENDS...WHILE ALL THE PIVOTAL ELEMENTS FROM MY PREVIOUS LIFE ARE SLOWLY FADING AWAY.SO HERE I AM,BLOGGING WHILE LOOKING AT THE BRIGHT STARS UP UPON THE SKY,WONDERING HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING ON THE OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD.IT'S JUST THAT THIS PURE ADRENALINE-RUSH OF PECULIAR SENSE HAS PUT ME IN AN OTHER WORLDY WORLD,A WORLD WHERE THE REST OF THEM HAS DISCOVERED THEIR OWN PASSION AND NICHE...WHILE I'M STILL STUCKED ON THE STATIONARY POSITION.SO,IN ONE FREAKING MY MONTH,I'VE F-ED UP MY LIFE BADLY,LOOLZ...SO HOW ABOUT YOURS??..AND IN ONE MONTH TIME,I HAVE TAKEN THE BOLDEST STEP OF ALL BY CHECKING OUT WHAT'S HAPPEN TO YOU GUYS...WHO TURNS OUT TO BE JUST FINE...BUT I CAN STILL SEE THAT ABSTRACT SENSE OF RELUCTANCE..DON'T SEEM TO KNOW WHY..BUT IT'S JUST MY INTUITION..XD.IN ONE MONTH TIME,SOMEONE HAS SUFFERED FROM PHYSICAL CHANGES TOO(LOOLZ,IT'S NOT PUBERTY..ZZZZZ..),SOMEONE HAS FELL IN LOVE BUT GOT HIMSELF/HERSELF HEARTBROKEN,SOMEONE HAS SIGNED HIM/HERSELF INTO SOMETHING THAT HE/SHE HAS NEVER ONCE EXPECTED COMING ALONG,SOMEONE HAS EVEN ACTUALLY CHOSE THE IRREVERSIBLE PATH OF LEAVING THEIR LOVED ONES IN ORDER TO ACCOMPLISH THEIR OWN ALTERED MINDSET.HOWEVER,FORTUNATELY THERE ARE STILL SOME RETAINED ORIGINALITIES...AS EVERYONE'S BELIEF IS PRETTY MUCH STILL THE SAME..YES,I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU.ALRIGHT,ENOUGH WITH THE BS,I CAN'T DENY THAT I HAVEN'T CHANGE IN ANY LIFE ASPECTS..BUT ONE THING'S FOR SURE...MY EVERLASTING ETERNAL LOVE FOR YOU IS PRETTY MUCH STEADFAST AND STRONG...THAT'S ALL..LET'S SEE HOW THE SECOND MONTH WORKS...CAN'T WAIT TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN..XD

SECOND LIFE

THINGS DEFINITELY TAKE A DRASTIC CRITICAL TURN NOW....I'VE MADE A PROMISE OF NOT MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN..HOWEVER,I CAN'T VOUCH FOR THAT NOW...AS EVERYTHING JUST FELL APART.CAN YOU IMAGINE YOU'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF A MAJOR DISASTER...AS ALL THE SCENARIO NEEDS ARE JUST MERE SECONDS TO GO FROM WORST TO A TOTAL SHITSTORM..I'M EXTREMELY TIRED OF REMINISCING WHERE I SCREWED MYSELF UP SO BADLY...AND I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF IT.THERE'S A LOT OF LUCKY PEOPLE OUT THERE,SOME MAY GET THEIR SECOND SHOT AT SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT TILL A POINT WHERE THEY WOULD KILL TO HAVE IT..WHILE OTHERS WILL BE THE FORGOTTEN...KICKED,SPAT,PUNCHED AND LEFT FOR DEAD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WARZONE.THE WORLD'S LIKE THIS,NOTHING'S FAIR AND SQUARE...AND THE EVER ELUSIVE SITUATION OF 'YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT TILL IT'S GONE' IS FACING EXTINCTION.YES,I HAVE A LOT OF NEW FRIENDS HERE..BUT BENEATH THOSE SMILING FACES AND HAPPY EXPRESSIONS LIES AN OLD SOUL INSIDE,STRUGGLING HARD TO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF BEING ALONE...I'VE NEVER FELT SO HOLLOW BEFORE..NO,I DON'T NEED COMPANY..I JUST NEED SPACE...SPACE WHERE I CAN DO WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO..AND DESIGNED TO DO.IF I HAVE A NOBLE CHOICE,I WOULD RATHER BE A NOBODY RIGHT NOW...OR AN INVISIBLE MAN,AVOIDING EVIL GLANCES AND SINISTER THOUGHTS.HOWEVER,IT'S TOO LATE NOW,WHAT HAS TO BE DONE MUST BE DONE..AS THE DAMAGE IS TOO HARD TO BE REPAIRED.

(P.S.YOU ARE MY ONLY GUIDANCE NOW...SO PLEASE SHOW ME THE CORRECT WAY TO REDEMPTION..I BEG YOU..)

HOLIDAY OH HOLIDAY!!!!!!

ANOTHER AILING WEEK HAS PASSED...AND NOTHING'S SEEM TO BE OKAY YET...THIS WEEK IS THE WORST OF THE WORST..I GUESS.TWO-STRAIGHT-DAY CONSECUTIVE CHOIR PERFORMANCE,COMM-NIGHT AND FAC-NIGHT PERFORMANCE PRACTICE,TIME-MANAGEMENT ASSIGNMENT,PTPTN DOCUMENTS,BSMM CPR CAMP(SORTA..)...NOT FORGETTING HOMEWORKS.IT'S JUST SO TIRED I CAN DIE..LOLZ.I'M OFFICIALLY A TIME FIGHTER NOW...THE PROBLEM IS..WHEN I'VE SAID TO THE OTHERS THAT I'M BUSY BUSYING...THEY DON'T SEEM TO BELIEVE ME(SEE BLOGGING AND FACEBOOKING..LOLZ..).MAYBE AFTER THESE TWO WEEKS I'LL BE AS FREE AS A BIRD...AS HOLIDAY SEASON IS NEAR........WHICH MEANS THAT IT'S TIME TO PILE UP SOME STOCKS IN MY SHOPPING CART...TOPMAN,ISETAN,GODIVA,ZARA,PHILOSOPHER'S..E.T.C....HERE I COME!!!..XD.



(P.S.DON'T WORRY,ALL OF THESE WILL BE SO OVER BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW IT..XD)

THESE TIMES ARE HARD...

WE'RE LIVING IN COLD HARD TIMES NOW....AN ERA FOR A STRING OF PROBLEMATIC ISSUES...WHERE EARTH WAS USED AS THE TOKEN OF SACRIFICE.MANY WARS WERE FOUGHT OVER PERSONAL SELFISH NEEDS....AND THE INNOCENTS WERE THE ONES WHO PAY THE PRICE.MAYBE LIFE'S LIKE THAT....EVOLUTION IS THE KEY TO THE IMPROVEMENT OF HUMAN SURVIVAL...THUS INCREASING THE 'IMMUNITY' OF THEM TOWARDS MORAL DEGRADATION...HUMANS..THEY DON'T SEEM TO BE THAT 'PURE' ANYMORE....GLOBAL CULTURE IS ROTTING NOW...SO IS THE COMPLEXITY OF HUMAN THINKING SKILL.WHAT TO DO??WE'RE JUST BARELY HUMANS...AND ALL OF US DESERVE TO STAY IN THE GAME...STRUGGLING ENDLESSLY JUST TO LAND YOURSELF UP IN A SITUATION CALLED 'SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST'...SUCH ASININE STATEMENT I'VE MADE...WHO CARES.HOWEVER,NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,I'LL VOUCH FOR YOU THAT I'LL BE THERE AT THE FIRST TIME...TRYING HARD TO FIGURE OUT THE WAY TO PASS THROUGH THE TEST...AND YES,I'M DEAD SERIOUS.IN THE MEANTIME,I'LL TRY MY BEST TO ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST...BEFORE THE WORST...AND BEFORE ALL THIS GOES 'KAPUT' WITHIN THE BLINK OF MY EYES..XD.

UNDER THE WEATHER

TWO WEEKS AGO I WAS SUFFERING FROM TONSILLITIS...AND STILL,I'M VERY MUCH ALIVE.THE POINT IS...WHEN YOUR BODY IS NOT SWITCHING TO ITS NATURAL MODE....IT FIGHTS BACK.YES,I'M A BUSY MAN...AND ONE OF MY FRIENDS PARTICULARLY POINTED OUT THE WEAKNESS WITHIN...THAT IS I'M NOT ENJOYING EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF IT..HAIZ..SADLY SPEAKING,IT'S NOT THAT I'M NOT INTO WHAT I'M DOING(WELL,I SUCKED IN MAKING WORTHY EXCUSES...),IT'S JUST THAT I'M SO EXHAUSTED TILL A POINT WHERE I CAN'T BARELY BREATH...THERE'S STILL A LOT OF WORKS TO BE DONE(BOTH IMPORTANT OR COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY)AND I'M STRESSING EVERY DETAIL OUT OF IT...I SERIOUSLY NEED A BREAK...I'M A HUMAN..NOT A CYBORG.RIGHT UPON WRITING THIS POST,I JUST WOKE UP FROM ONE HELLUVA SIESTA....AND I DON'T SEEM TO KNOW WHY BUT SICKNESS SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY OPTION FOR A SATISFYING ESCAPADE.I FEEL SORRY FOR MISSING OUT ANY PIVOTAL MEETINGS,CLASSES AND EVENTS...BUT YOU WON'T FIND A SINGLE SENSE OF REMORSE IN IT.I'VE PAID MY DUES...I'M ALL WORN OUT...AND ALL I HAVE TO DO NOW IS TO KEEP MY HEALTH BACK ON TRACK....WOW..HIGH FEVER NEVER FELT THIS GOOD.......

CONVOCATION CHOIR

UKM CONVOCATION IS HERE..PREPARATIONS ARE ALREADY UNDERWAY FOR THE CEREMONY..INCLUDING THE CHOIR PERFORMANCE..XD.I HAVE NOTHING TO ADDRESS HERE EXCEPT AN APOLOGY FOR NOT JOINING THE PERFORMANCE OF THE FIRST TWO DAYS...BUT I'LL BE BACK BY MONDAY AND TUESDAY..SO..LET'S DO IT..XD.

HYPNIC JERK

NOW YOU SEE...WHEN YOU'RE BECOMING SO UPTIGHT AND STRESSFUL,YOU JUST CAN'T THINK IN THE RIGHT WAY...AND THIS IS THE SITUATION I GOT CAUGHT UP IN RIGHT NOW.ALL I EVER NEED NOW IS THE SPACE TO BREATH...TIME TO THINK AND OF COURSE...PERIOD TO REST.I MAY BE YOUNG,I MAY BE RESTLESS...BUT I'M DEFINITELY NOT RECKLESS.FOR ALL THESE TIMES I KEPT TELLING MYSELF THAT IT'S JUST A BAD DREAM...AN INAUGURAL NIGHTMARE THAT LAST TEMPORARILY...WAITING IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE JUST FOR THAT SPECIFIC KICK....SO PLEASE...WAKE ME UP...SO THAT I CAN ESCAPE THESE HARD TIMES AS FAST AS POSSIBLE...THANK YOU..XD.FOR ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE,I DON'T KNOW HOW HAVE YOUR LIFE'S BEEN..BUT I'M DEFINITELY KEEN TO HEAR FROM YOU.....IF YOU'RE FACING THE SAME PROBLEM AS ME....PLEASE..DON'T MIND TO RING ME A BUZZ..LOLZ..XD.