FEAR

WOW...I'M ALREADY 20 YEARS OLD...AND THAT'S A WHOLE LOT OF STUFF TO BE FEARFUL OF.YOU'LL FEAR THAT YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOMETHING...YOU'LL FEAR THAT YOU'RE GONNA F-UP YOUR LIFE BADLY...AND MOST OF ALL...YOU'LL FEAR THAT THESE PHOBIAS ARE NOT COMING TO AN END.I DON'T KNOW WHETHER MY CONFIDENCE GONNA BRING ME TO SOMEWHERE OR NOT..BUT MAN THIS HAUNTED HOUSE IS ENDLESSLY FUN.HAIZ,YOU'RE TWENTY(MINUS-SOMETHING..),AND THERE'S A WHOLE LOT OF CHALLENGES AND ADVERSITIES COMING YOUR WAY..SO YOU JUST GOTTA TAKE IT AS SOMETHING OF A NORM.HOWEVER,BENEATH THIS KIND OF EXHAUSTING FEARS LAY ANOTHER SENSE OF PLEASURE,THE KIND THAT I CAN'T EXPLAIN THROUGH THE HARD SOLID WORDS COMING OUT FROM MY MOUTH.GOD,JUST DON'T MAKE ME END UP IN PETER PARKER'S 'SPIDERMAN 2' SITUATION ..PLEASE..XD.