HONEST MISTAKE

HAVE YOU EVER COMITTED ANY HONEST MISTAKE...
OF WITH EXTREMELY URGENT FACTORS AND UTMOST ATTENTION...
WHILE PISSING OFF THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU??

WELL,GUESS THAT'S WHAT I'VE DONE IN THE PAST MONTHS..
BEING QUITE PATHETICALLY BLURRY MYSELF..
I HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT CONSEQUENCE IT WOULD BRING..
AND I GUESS I GET IT NOW..
LOUD AND CLEAR.

IT SEEMS THAT MY UNORTHODOX METHOD OF SOCIALISING
HAS SCREWED UP MY LIFE QUITE BADLY...
NO I'M NOT COMPLAINING..AS I'M STILL LEARNING.

SOME MISTAKES WILL TAKE YOU FAR IN YOUR LIFE..
EITHER YOU END UP LEARNING SOMETHING ELSE..OR NADA.
AND THEY SAY THAT EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE..
WELL,NOT IN MY CASE.

NOW THAT EVERYBODY HAS TYPECASTED ME AS THE 'BAD GUY'..
I REALLY CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO ATONE MYSELF..
NO..NOT AT ALL.
WHO WOULD'VE BEEN SO KIND AND SYMPATHETIC..
TOWARDS A SAD,SELFISH DUDE WHO LIVES IN HIS VERY OWN FANTASY WORLD.
NO..NO ONE AT ALL..

JUST IN CASE YOU WONDER WHAT HAPPENS..FOR NOW AND AFTER..
I DON'T KNOW...I SERIOUSLY AM.
PEOPLE JUST CAN'T STOP JUDGING OTHERS THROUGH THEIR MISTAKES..
THUS OVERLOOKING THEIR BRIGHT SIDES.
IT'S TOO BAD THAT NO ONE CAN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
LIFE'S LIKE THIS...
PEOPLE MADE UP AN IMPRESSION OF YOURSELF BASED ON THEIR OH-SO-PROUDLY CRAFTED BUT DIMWITTED FIGMENTS OF IMAGINATION.
WHO'S TO BLAME THEN?

YES,THIS IS HOW FAR AN HONEST MISTAKE BRINGS YOU..
AND I DON'T THINK SO THIS TROUBLE OF MINE IS ABATING..
THE SCARS WERE STILL INTACT..AND THE PAIN JUST GOT BETTER..

I'M ALL ABASHED,VULNERABLE AND BARE-NAKED...
DUE TO AN HONEST MISTAKE..